X for Xandria


April 28, 2016 by Felicia Hf

I had waited years for this day, but now that the ancient famous aircraft stood before me, all I could think of was the plane crashing with my wife inside.

I stared at the cockpit and wondered what the pilot had been thinking when he realised that the aircraft was sinking. They said it was an accident. Or had the pilot purposefully crashed the plane? I would never know.

I stared at the metal coating and imagined it shredding to pieces as the aircraft hit those fatal rocks below. They had only found the remnants of the plane, spread across a vast area, where it had crashed.

I stared at the back of the plane and imagined what my wife must have been thinking when she found out she was going to die. Did she scream? Was she calm and collected, trying to keep a cool head and figure out a way to change their fate?

Xandria, my poor wife, is all I think now, and I begin to weep as I stare at the old aircraft, unable to get images of the shreds of aircraft and body parts from my mind.

© 2016

FFftPP, Week #18 – 2016



12 thoughts on “X for Xandria

  1. luckyjc007 says:

    What a terrible thing to have to live with…not knowing how his wife felt at the time or exactly what happened or why it happened. Great emotional story.

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  2. This is a very sad tale with lots of emotion. I think it’s great that you have captured the state of mind he would probably be in.

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  3. This captures emotion well. I’ve known a few people who’ve faced the cars in which their loved ones were killed, and it’s really tough. A person can’t help but go through all those “what-ifs” in that moment. Hopefully this narrator finds closure through seeing the plane. Sometimes that’s all we can ask for!

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    • Felicia Hf says:

      It’s certainly a horrible thing to see the aircraft wreck, knowing that your wife was in there, and all being reduced to small shreds scattered over the place it crashed. I hope he finds closure too somehow!


  4. mandibelle16 says:

    This man is truly empathetic. He can walk in another man’s shoes as Atticus so brilliantly said in TKAM. I am sorry he has this job of putting together the pieces of what happened. That all he can think about is this man’s wife as she faced death with him. It would be horrible to know you were flying your spouse to their death, if you truly loved them. I think this man loves his wife very much, for him to think this way. A sorrowful tale. Well done.

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